i know that you can't publish this because of what it is but you should definitely know that it deserves to be published. it's an incredible story and it's better than some of the published crap that i read

I feel exactly the same way!

It is one of the beauties and frustrations of fanfic that, despite the writers receiving no payment except praise for their work, there are some astoundingly good novel-length fics out there - yet they can't be shared outside of fandom! And Switch is definitely one of those rare stories that make you feel this acutely.